First, shower. Shower? By myself, I wonder, "Can I do it?" Slowly, I manage to get the water turned on. Gingerly, I step into the shower - clinging to the grab bars. Finally, I step back onto solid ground exhausted but clean. I feel as if I have washed energy away as well.
Wet, I lie down on the bed, letting the towel absorb what it can. Closing my eyes, I rest. Then, time to get up and dressed. More energy spent.
Next, out the apartment door and down the elevator. Riding my scooter to the car so that Vicky (kind, generous security guard) can place the scooter into the trunk. Precious energy spent on simple tasks.
Next, out the apartment door and down the elevator. Riding my scooter to the car so that Vicky (kind, generous security guard) can place the scooter into the trunk. Precious energy spent on simple tasks.
Two hours after my shower, I finally arrive. As I wait for my son-in-law to retrieve my electric scooter from the car trunk, I try to rest - vainly trying to find my lost energy. Everyone is gathering to watch my grandson play baseball. He is only 4 years old, but he has a natural, athletic ability. Energy still oozing out of me.
After the game, it is time to gather over a meal. This is part of the ritual: first, watch the game other; second, eat and fellowship. This is what matters.
I have spent all my energy (spoons).
Time is sacred. Family is sacred. Family time is sacred.
You are such an important part of my life & Samuel's life. Thanks for spending energy to be with us that day.
ReplyDeleteThe energy was well spent. Spending time with all of you is sacred.
DeleteRose. Thanks so much for taking the energy and time to spend with us. I know that each ounce is precious and on a reserve. It's hard to allocate the time, but what ever time you have, we would gladly spend with you. Much love and healing!
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Michael, Thank you for acknowledging the effort it takes to spend the energy. I am truly blessed to have all of you in my life.
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